Friday, August 3, 2007

This few days, i hv really nothing to sae ler...
its just, i'm getting fatter each day..
i am 50kg again:'(
SO DEPPRESSED SIA...

but my bdae is coming(:
it's this sun.
ok lar,oso that that interesting, order food, each cake nia
sad


oh ya..the poem i 4got
very long never post liao...

Here i goes...
but i really sux..
really..

and i start to tok more(sometimes)nowwadays(:
i'm gonna be like i was in pr 2-4
TALKATIVE

kkk, here the poem goes:

it was 11 and no one had com,
i felt myself foolish--dumb
i left the door ajar,
and went out to wait
i realised that my dreams never come true,
they only fade.

i went bk in and locked the door,
in anger, i threw the cake on the floor,
it never happens and never will.
i will never have friends that care and feel

thoughts went bk to my hometown,
where a single bully can never be found
now where am i?
left alone,]i walked right up and approached the phone
i called my 'friends' which never were
i was right,
no answer came
who is the one?
to be blamed...
me

i am stupid, lonely, just and ordinary kid
wanted to change but never did.
my life is a nightmare
which nobody cares
bullied, robbed is the same routine
continued by throwing me into the bin

i am lost into a dream,
deep deep down
and i couldn't come out of it
as if it was a bottemless pit.

i cried so loud in despair
and knew the world is never fair
cos my friends dun care
if i weren't there
even my birthday they 4gotten
or is it they believe
i'm just an apple that is rotten
or smt no different

a loser, a loner
a victim in every case
nobody helps me
even if bullies disfigure my face.

i noe it is true
i'm just a plain, old kid, lost in the stars
should i run away or travel to Mars?
i knew, i knew i must get there fast
to get the present to bcome the past


the end
my mum read it after that and she was like...
if u hv any problem tell me ok?
OMG
i just rote something and exaggerated it lar
if u read this and feel all emoy or deppressed tag..k?
cos if u tag.. i succeed...
lol

ok gtg(:
must go joggin, lose weight
bbb