Sunday, May 31, 2009

"Dream of what you most enjoy
Go where you want to go
Be whom you want to be
You have but one life
To achieve what you want to achieve"

Crystal. wake up.

No more excuses, no more procrastination, no more delays.
It doesn't feel like it, but its the June holidays already, but this time, i feel like going back to school, to go through the same boring days, to study really hard like i used to. Cos i know that once that stops, i wouln't be able to keep up when sch starts, i wouln't enjoy living through the days that i once don't mind having.
This June holidays, i'm not gonna waste anymore time, doing aimless and useless things.

I'm gonna revise and not forget what i've just learnt this pass mnths, they were tough, but nth else comes in my way cos it had already been overcomed. I'm gonna jog, gain back my stamina, speed, no matter what, i won't wait, i will just go on and on and on... till i can't go anymore.

I want to feel the sense of accomplishment like i used to feel when i was being pushed so hard during bball trngs, i want to reply with a sense of pride that what i have and what i am came from hardwork when people tell me that i improved, i want everyone to know that i have achieved something admirable, I want to run like the wind like i used to be able to, I want to fly high like an eagle that soars through the sky, I want to feel tall and full of confident like i used to.

But why's that all gone now?
I feel useless, I feel weak, I feel slow. I feel like what i had is all gone now. Why? Cos seeing others achieve, and seeing them exhausting their hearts out, and seeing myself not doing those things, i feel wasted, i feel that all my efforts i've put in are all thrown down the drain. I can't even keep up, I can't hold on, I can't make it through the pain.

But nothing's gonna bring me down. Not all of these. Not any of these.
I can go higher, I can go deeper.
I can and will push myself to my limits.
Because, for me, there are no boundaries.

;8:58 PM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

3H girls won 3rd :D
Thanks everybody esp. you girls who put in all yr effort and time for us to get this far throughout the journey of interclass! All of y'all improved alot from the very first lesson i taught y'all layups :D And sry for being frustrated and mean tday if i actually offended any of you cos i felt damn lethargic and pissed off for no reason. haha. Forget about it! But y'all have done great.
Nata vivian eileen Wye Inn Celeste Qiu Rui Kaiwen Man Jia Nicholette and me. haha. I love u girls :D:D:D keep on jiayouing till next year's interclass! Hope its soccer alright, so we'll own again.
Oh and those who got injured, thanks for playing a great part in hlping us win our matches so far. Recover soon!

And thanks nana for teaching our girls layups and stuff :D:D
Oh yes and coach mojojojo! u ownz man i owe u ping pang. lol and yr and marcus and everybody else!

(edit: Interclass pics taken by celeste and yankai :D)

UNGLAM again. lol

haha this is funny. couldn't stop laughing at it. lols sry vivi :D

Go yiling:D hehe

LOL at ref.

;7:42 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

Uh! Adam lost man. We were in class and nata suddenly said that Kris won and she was all happy and Justinyeo went like a super loud YES. ADAM shld've won! (haha vivi i know u agree with me :D)

Anyways a few weeks ago when i caught a glimpse of Just My Luck i found this band called McFLY and they're guitar playing is rlly good. And i've this new craze for dougie poynter. yay:D

So whatssup these few weeks?
Yay i think i've got a GPA of 3.87 if i'm nt wrong. This is totally crazzzzyyyyy man, like I've ever gotten that high a grade bfore in my life, but i'm just so exhilirated.
Will work harder next time to improve and sustain my results!

Interclass preliminary rounds tday!
AND WE WON 3G and 3B.
OMG i feel so happy this week. This is just amazing man, with all the atmosphere, encouragements, teamwork and all. Didn't know we'll actually beat 3G by 2 points :D
Great job girls! And nata you rock(: haha.

But the guys didn't get in to the 2nd rounds cos they lost so close to 3G. only two points difference during the deaucing. Anyways great job 3H. I'm rlly happy about the bonding we have in 3H which is so cool, and all of us cheering and supporting one another. I'm starting to rlly love 3H manzzz! Eventhough we're like supposed to be in malacca now having the slackest camp ever and resting in a hotel, learing about cultures, blablabla, tday CHANGES everything.

Girls, we will train harder and have more communication on court, and display our solid defence and improve on our attack. And do our very best like we did tday, to make 3H strong and proud. :D

okayyy gtg work hard and start studying again. EDS night's tmrw and i can't wait!
nitezz.

;11:09 PM

Friday, May 8, 2009

nth to blog about these days. boring studies everyday.
I realised i've no target and routine as bfore and i'm nt improving in anything D:
Bball and t-t trngs clash this year so i'm just like keeping my standard for both and not improving a shit in any. Haven't jog for days and 5 items is next fri. and my legs have so much problem this year that i can die of irritation. I need to go for routined lessons soon. Maybe taking up yoga with mummy, guitar lessons, or going bk to table tennis trng at toapayoh again.

Man, i need a future.
hmmmm let's see:
-mother's day is coming up and i haven't got mum anything. oh damn
-bro's bdae is on tues! got him smt :D
-stephen and vivi's bdae's on the 11th haven't got them anything!
anyways i need to buy markers soon if not i can't decorate anything.

No more procrastinating crystal, quickly do what u need to do. Time is the essence.
Oh yea my studies are not bad nowadays cos i've practically nth useful to do.
math: 31/32 for common test
This was what happened the day bfore we got our results:
viv: How did our class do for the test
cher: Quite okay
viv: Did anyone fail?
cher: there are 4 failures
viv; how did i do?
cher: you ar, quite good
(i decided to gv my results a try)
me: cher what about me?
cher: Oh crystal, you got highest in class

I was like OMG wtheck i can't believe i beat the PRCs man. haha and the next day i got my papers and i had 31/32. haha proudest moment of my life manz. Must work harder! cos i think i'm gonna flung physics and bio tests this week.

yay. oh and great news. i owned markia for 2.4 by 1 position :D k thats lag, but i haven't rlly blogged for quite some time.

Went to watch xmen origins with jingmei, jiaqi, zhenwen and gabriel last fri:
haha it was quite fun, didn't know gab was so retarded and lame though.lols

pics:

Yep thats all i can think of. good nights y'all :D

;10:37 PM